Silly thoughts and such...

I do NOT want Blood diamond or any other bloody stone on my finger

Tue, 09 Oct 2012 17:25:15 -0700

How do i appear excited when someone shows a me picture of a dazzlingly large diamond ring? As if it means a notion of devotion by the man or any other individual purchasing this piece of jewelry for you….. I’m not one to be easily amused by the shine and cut of diamonds for that matter… I am not excited, i am not interested, i think it’s a sad piece of jewelry simply representing slave work, blood and sweat of these individuals and the vainness of the society wanting to flash that on their fingers in the name of love, care, devotion all the while defying another human being of their rights as a human….

I dont exactly want to get all political on these girls but how can i not feel this sinking sadness in my stomach when someone comes to me with this type of situation….

Photo

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:06:53 -0700

Yes, I said, Yes even though I might be facing a NO!!!

Mon, 07 May 2012 23:36:00 -0700

How many ways to turn a No into a Yes, first you take the N out which leaves me with a sad little O, maybe that’s when I need to ferociously scream at the O and say “O, Yes”…. I doubt the validity of this explanation or rather the safe travel to anyone’s brain without a chuckle. At this very moment, this MAKES sense to me, and I WANT it to make sense to me, more than anyone else. I am reinforcing the idea upon me because if I can not CONVINCE myself, NOBODY else can. At least, I’d rather brainwash myself with this non-sensical, self-made, self-reinforcing idea. How many hours, how many days, and how many days will I wait for IT to happen, just like the old saying, or the way i rephrase it, “Everyone can imagine and dream all that good stuff, but a few can bring that idea to fruition” and that’s the dilemma possessing my little heart. I am telling myself to take out the N, which is rather an illusionary idea, how will I remove an illusionary letter N from a possible No??? only time will show and I am here to face it. Time doesn’t play favorites…..

So good... So bad....

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 15:42:00 -0700

I am in a moment, a moment of transformation, full of tingling and boiling feelings, it’s got to be the highest of conscious feeling, the moment where you feel the rush of emotions, tingling your stomach and your fingers are tremblings and your mind is racing like you ran a from one end of the earth to the other end. When you are in a moment, you know you are feeling all these magical feeling and you know only that specific person can give this unique feeling…..

I will never forget the moment, when i got my first tattoo. The sound of the machine, sent jitters all over my body, I was terrified at the sound of it first, then of course he is there to protect and comfort me… the thoughts that could go through your mind while the needle is going against your skin are amazing and especially when you are crying not because of the needle going on your spine, because of the words that are being said to you as you sit there holding his hand. That to me is the most memorable and one of a kind moment in my life…. the power of words and the presence of that person shields all the pain and on top it you feel so sentimental ….

My mind is running all my thoughts slide by slide as if it was a silent movie and i am the viewer of this very private event unfolding in front me and i am the only one who can match the moment-by-moment emotions with the slides as they roll in front you…..

yes, you are so good that you are so bad…

Ooo…. weee….. this is frigging awesome…

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 19:35:33 -0700

Ooo…. weee….. this is frigging awesome…

Every girl dreams of sporting a majestically curly afro-like...

Wed, 21 Mar 2012 23:11:00 -0700

Happy

Kisses your way...

Every girl dreams of sporting a majestically curly afro-like hair at least once in their life…

Something about the way it bounces, something about the way it makes your personality larger than life, and it gives that no-non-sense confidence along with a head bigger than everyone around you… Isn’t it grand? Isn’t it lovely? Isn’t it beautiful? and you know, it’s not here to stay and nowadays, maybe you can make it stay a little longer… :)

I dreamt of a big hair… I dreamt of incorporating a large hair with a traditional Mongolian costume due to my tingling curiosity for the unusual offspring….

Photo by: Sosorbaram

Make-up/Hair: Maggie

Set Assistant: Munkh-Urguu

sunshine-kids: we-thefree: supremeuk: “This is a victim...

Fri, 09 Mar 2012 00:58:22 -0800

sunshine-kids:

we-thefree:

supremeuk:

“This is a victim and survivor of Josephs Kony’s LRA Guerrilla Army.”

http://visiblechildren.tumblr.com/post/18890947431/we-got-trouble

terrible things are happening, and they need to stop. but remember to stay educated and informed.

this is horrible.

With each passing day, the need to live free and live for myself...

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 21:21:32 -0800

With each passing day, the need to live free and live for myself is becoming apparent and necessary…..

one little cutie and one amazing hottie…

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 21:10:14 -0800

one little cutie and one amazing hottie…

Totally want to paint my shirt like this….

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 21:05:14 -0800

Totally want to paint my shirt like this….

That is right! No apologies and no regrets… In addition to...

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 21:02:37 -0800

That is right! No apologies and no regrets… In addition to this, perhaps changing for the better, for yourself!!!

Dolce & Gabbana - Spring / Summer 2012

Tue, 06 Mar 2012 19:18:09 -0800

Dolce & Gabbana - Spring / Summer 2012

Can i get a refreshing yet eerie look? Emily DiDonato by...

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 00:20:46 -0800

Can i get a refreshing yet eerie look?

Emily DiDonato by Solve Sundsbo for Numéro

“You’ve applied the pressure ——- To...

Wed, 29 Feb 2012 22:26:00 -0800

“You’ve applied the pressure ——- To have me crystallized —— And you’ve got the faith——- That I could bring paradise”

It is no secret that music embodies a translucent power that can arouse our deepest emotions in our hearts and minds alike. Something to be said about a song if the first few strokes captivate your whole being and slowly release memories of a time where you were so enchanted by someone. Mind’s ability to pinpoint and travel through time only to precisely bring a moment from the past is just too grand. More often than not, when you are in those moments, you never realize these memories will be forever stored in your mind…. to be retrieved only at the sound of song.Yes, yes, and oh, yes…… this song brought out the emotions I associate with a certain individual and the memories we shared together…

"A kind of awed sensation of identification with that woman….someone adult, chic, and subtly..."

Sun, 26 Feb 2012 00:16:00 -0800

“A kind of awed sensation of identification with that woman….someone adult, chic, and subtly powerful, emanating a deep sense of self. It was like the opening frames of a very good movie, where you’re so magnetized by a personality on screen that a kind of transference takes place: You’re wanting to be her, have her aplomb, wear her clothes, walk in her shoes.”

- Bottega Veneta— Fall 2012 RTW Collection- Review by Vogue…

I could not help but feel the rush of feminine power and salute...

Fri, 24 Feb 2012 21:29:00 -0800

I could not help but feel the rush of feminine power and salute to the mythical energy which radiates from mothers, sisters, and daughters all over the world…. How amazing is it to be able to bring a life into an existence, nurture it for nine months and be the main entrance to the world…. Intense, is what I say…

So Beautiful and Humbling…. I have always compared...

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 23:57:00 -0800

So Beautiful and Humbling….

I have always compared gigantic waves or tsunami to life… Life is so forceful and so beautiful and yet it still is possible to ride it… Ahh… I wonder what kind of brain neurons necessary in order to have the courage to ride these kinds of waves…. I sure wish I had them :)

How Adorable…

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 23:52:46 -0800

How Adorable…

In the name of insecurity....

Mon, 20 Feb 2012 15:03:00 -0800

Variety of gestures masquerade themselves into cruelty towards others. I must admit one of the prominent leader in this field is the one and only insecurity.

After years of walking on this planet, I thought I would have some vague idea on why we (humans) act the way, we act, at least towards each other. Apparently, not… I must graciously admit my flaws, insecurities, and vicious behaviors before, I attempt to explore the intricateness of our behavior phenomenon.

Scenario #1: Me, mindlessly, minding my own business as I go about my day. Day to day routine, with the daily knick knack of my routine. This individual I am associated with through social circumstances, If I had it my way, I would restructure the whole scene and rework my life pattern to avoid her in my life, however it seems life does not work that way. You run into interesting characters, in contrast to, what we believe are so called the “normal” human beings. I feel the constant act of her comparing herself to me, for better or worse, whether it’s the nose, the buttock, the boobs, the hair, the financial standing, social status and I figured it would somehow become less intruding and eventually become a white noise…. One day, i hit the reaching point, when she came to me to drop a gossip about me in my face…. I almost just lost it, I could not comprehend the motivation behind this act and the many more incidents before this…. I got upset briefly over it… Pretty natural, on my standard… However, as I was walking around upset and unable to understand her… It hit me, YES IT DID, I finally understood or felt her motivation behind all this nonsense behavior. INSECURITY… Wola, there.

So, yes, we all feel insecure at times. If none of us felt insecure, it would be a very different world, however we are only human. The key here is to control that insecurity, be kind to yourself, understand yourself. I feel as though when we let the insecurities take over there is that internal conflict, there is a turmoil within yourself.. In order to ride that turmoil, people take actions to make themselves feel better, or in an attempt to own their insecurities from outside by harassing others, making them feel bad, or putting them down. At the

That’s right…

Tue, 07 Feb 2012 12:43:32 -0800

That’s right…